Here I am!!!

Well,
basically I wanted to write this and give everyone an update. I have Dr. appts on April 21 and 22nd to see if theres any change. I don't feel that there will be so that is good. I am still in the middle of a spiritual warefare as all of you are. I find myself and my faith ebbing and flowing daily. It's like I know what I need to do but something always gets in the way. I love God with all my heart and my one prayer is that he will clear a small path and show me the way.